The only thing I ever really loved was hate

2:09pm: Exploded Golf Cart
I'm super cool.

9:18am: Gnome on the sand
Yes... Journal entry.

Hmm Yes...

Its to early in the morning.

3:03pm: Death by kettle cord
I read a book... It was a great book but the ending sucked.

Everything is fucked up. I dont know... It just sucks. I keep asking myself one thing...

What the fuck am I going to do?

I'm asking the same thing for about 50 different reasons.

Right now I feel so alone. That sounds so lame. But its true, there is nothing left and no one left. I just wish there was someone, just one person who I could talk to. I havent talked to someone properly in such a long time.

This is the most alone I've ever felt. I've always been the kind of person who likes to have a friend, a best friend who is always there. But now everyone is gone. They are still around but nothing is the same as it used to be. Now I really question if I really ever did have a true friend? I dont think I did.

8:41pm: It wants to eat me.
I'm paranoid...cant stay long.

Can I have your left shoe?

10:03pm: KEEP YOUR PENIS IN A JAR
OMG.... It is easter and I got so many chocolate eggs I set myself out to eat all of them so much I vomit. The plan was going to slow so I ate some while standing on my hands... I'd like to report I still havent vomited.

I dont plan on sleeping tonight. I want to be free...

10:03pm: Slightly dead bride
I cleaned the fish tank... 3 hours later the fish died. I think it was something to do with I have cleaned the tank in about 6 months. The poor fish wasnt use to the clean water.

6:57pm: WOw...smelling flowers!
I found these flowers...they have the most beautiful smell! ITs like amazing, I'm sniffing the things like crazy. People probably think I'm on drugs but they are so nice and starting to make me sneeze. They are a mix between Vanilla and exotic fruit...so cool ^^

Anyways, I'll start bitching about life now. Poopy. My friends have dissed out on me...so they are like...not my friends if you catch my drift? Who needs friends anyway...I've got my interent friends like you porta *hugs* Plenty of love there :)

Hmm nice flowers

6:52pm: Sick
Xander is all sick and gross... Her throat hurts and she is really dizzy. No school for me...which is good cause that means I can write my essay ^_^

3:33pm: Dancing Queen
Hello.

My day has been boring... I woke up, ate breakfast, had a shower, watched TV, updated my story and then made this entry.

Well I'd like to make a status report on my current position...I am sitting in a chair with my legs cross and my hat is slanting.

I am kinda bored.

8:12pm: Staple Guns and Graveyard
I piecred my ear with a staple gun ^_^ It was painfully funny... I was feeling alittle crazy at the time

I spent like 4 hours in the graveyard today with my best buddy Justin. He is so cool... ^_^

The whole right side of my body is in pain for some reason... I'm feeling so crazy...

I am a hardcore punk! Really hardcore!

5:30pm: Table is for sitting
Dear people of the universe...

I am currently sleepy. I have fishing hook in my lip and its quiet irritating. WOW... I want a hair cut. I had a dream about DOMOs I want to smash the the butterfly wind chime.

Xander is bored...so very bored. my toes are freezing off! What ever will I do? I will make this a long entry about nothing.

Would you like to see my plate? I have lots of plates but I only eat of the green ones. I am not going to school tomorrow. how much do you all care?

On a scale from 2 to 11 how would you rate my feet?

On a scale from 3-2 how would you rate the service at your local fast food resturant? I rate it... Well which one do I mean? We have lots of local fast food things...this is making me crave chips!

I would beat you up if you stole my chips. Jeez... I'm nuts. I have to bring chocolate for my classmates. My dad is rabbling about everything conceivable... damn him and his entertained mind.

YAYA! I can watch American Chopper tonight... which gives me an idea...

well must dash!

5:20pm: Black Water Park
Current report: Xander is extremely happy.

I love you all so much and I will never stop loving you. Even if you vomit on my shoes I will continue loving you. Do you love me? Doesnt matter cause I will still love you all so much! I love you!

8:41pm: My Mojo
I FOUND MY MOJO!!!

YAY! I love you Porta *Huggles you forever and ever* And Vix too... this is my thank you speech. If it wasnt for you too I probably NEVER would of writen again :wub: <--- You know what I mean

And to my darlin sister whom I forced into LiveJournal. I love you too... cause your taking me to the FM concert and Mike... (who was not naked!)

I love you all ^_^

9:11am: Hmmmmmmm
I have a free!!!!!!!!! YAY this means no class for about an hour and then I have art.

I love you guys ^_^


Not much to say, well something about taking a jackhammer to someones face but that was all a bit retarded.

I am on the hunt to get my mojo back... my writing mojo that is ^_^ I want some inspiration and a big hammer so I can beat myself up.

this is all abit morbid...oh well

I love you guys....

Byes............ :)

> Xander

PS: do you have a gaiaonline thingy?????

9:16pm: Crime Scene towel
Are you as great as the great super blue boxer shorts?

I'm wearing blue boxer shorts right now. They are light sky blue, I find them nice...

I have 2 hours of Archery tomorrow...that means I am doing nothing. I hope it rains so I can do nothing in a computer filled room.

I dont have a garden...well wait I do, but I dont pay any attention to it.

Linkin Park came on the TV today and I said HARRAH! and played my air guitar until it broke.

Are you satisfied? Will you continue working with me? I think I am insane..

This journal entry makes no sense. It is the random thoughts that have been running through my mind as I've been typing.

> Xander